I feel free!!!!

I'm at a stage in my life where I am learning to grow.Those who know me will understand. It seems that although my life is not a bed of roses I have taken a lot for granted. Life is amazing. The things that it comes with all just makes one a greater person. Family is something to cherish and I realize everyday that without my family I really would not be who I am. Friends keep you from becoming dependent on family even though in the end family still comes before them.
Lately I have been going through a sort of soul searching period in my life. It's amazing but through this journey two words keep coming back to mind and I feel like they explain everything. LIBERATION AND ELEVATION. (Self Explanatory) What more is there to say? I guess its safe to say I feel free! I know you probably wondering, free from what? But there comes a time in one's life when you just realize that you need to shake everything off and just carry your own weight. No matter how stressful classes, relationships or whatever u going through, just remain happy. It's amazing how I didnt notice that the past 4 years I had let so much stress get to me. I became in the words of Alicia Keys, a prisoner of words unsaid. I became someone I really wasn't. Everyone around me saw it but I never noticed. I was in a sort of solitary confinement within myself if that makes any sense to you. I was not that happy kid anymore instead I pretended to be happy. Finally though I can say that I'm liberated. I honestly feel like im floating! This takes me to my elevation.
To attain a place of elevation one has to have been through and realized that no matter what situation you can get through it. I know everyone is probably thinking I'm goin religious on y'all. The honest truth is we tend to take advantage of things around us. I thought about things in my past and things that have happened of recent. I realized that everything has molded me to this point in my life where I have elevated and can see things others do not see immediately. I can now discern and smile or walk away when there is trouble. God is wonderful in so many ways. I just realized that He directs my steps without me knowing and no matter how many times I cuss at Him or get mad at Him. He still keeps me. He protects me from dangers that I dont even notice. He helps me even when I stray for him. I forget to praise him, I forget to acknowledge him, I get angry sometimes when I have to get up and go to church. Through it all he stands by me and when I think I cant take it anymore He always comes through for me. I wonder why I took all this for granted for so long. I have finally elevated to a point in my life where I am just happy and I can recieve favor on every side.
Well I just thought to share this with you guys...summary of my thoughts that seem to be going haywire lately!

Purple kiss3s

One Night Stand.....

Hi!!!!
It's been a while! I'm fine just living the life of a psychology student! So much papers to write.Well I hope you enjoy...
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The one... *tick* The right One*tick* ...The true one*tick*(Constant phrases in my mind)

Could this really be possible? Have I found you? I'm in a daze! It's all confusing...There seems not to be an explanation for this sudden change of events. In 6 months, ours was a love story made in heaven. I've heard so many times that you have to know the person for years to love them. I disagree. I always felt love was and could not be determined by the spatial existence (time). Two people with cultural clashes, age barriers amongst others. Here is the story of a short but amazing love journey.

It was a cool friday night in the month of September. I had just moved on from a very must I say, disturbing - not worthy to be called relationship. It was time to let loose and party! I had to sashay my booty!.. Being my usual hyper but cool self I decided to hang out at rendevous, everyone knows that club is the heaven! lol. There I met you, we clicked like old time friends and we were talking bout everything from school to life to food!lol! It's wierd now that I think about it, we were at a party but we did not notice any of that. I remember by the end of the night or should I say morning, I gave you a name and it stuck! All my friends actually think that's your real name. We got to my home at 4 a.m and honestly all I wanted to do was crawl in my bed. Instead, you parked outside and we spoke till 5:30. Now I've done so many wierd things with people but not when I'm just meeting you. When we finally parted ways and I crawled in my bed, I was disappointed to realize we did not even exchange numbers. "Oh!What a waste of time!," I thought.


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Should I leave it to your imaginations? Mmmm I wonder! :)

Purple Kisses!

Golden!

Hi bloggers!

So I've been busy, its the final two weeks of the semester and it is so stressful.I've also had some time to think and rethink different things going on in the world around me!

I have decided to ask some questions....I feel like it is easier this way to explain my trail of thoughts.

What is life really about? Is it just about the friends or the family or the dreams one has. Or is it about everything together.
What is really the deal about this life and being on the right path...Yes! right is the 'right' thing to do but how do we even know it is right?
Is it determined by everyone's opinions? Is it determined by what u feel is right? Or is it just determined by whatever luck comes your way? I dont know this answers and there are probably answers I will never know because everyone has thier own ideas.

They say to live life with no complaints and I totally agree but do we really know what to complain about???
Just asking

*I'm living my life like it's golden*

Razzness = Coolness

I'm so excited to be back!!!!

It's like I can get enough of it!...lol



There's this whole thing going on about new york boys that live in miami and it just reminded me of naij



The cool boys and the razz boys!....lol

Now that I think about it It's amazing how some people who are so-called 'razz' leave nigeria to a supposedly 'better country' and then become cool!

and some people just stay razz! No matter how much they try to change it just never happens......I wonder

And some people try too much they end up razz!....lol

In the end I think it's up to whoever to define who they want to be instead of letting others define u!





I'm on facebook chatting with an old time friend!...and It just brings back memories of the primary school days



Young Kids thinking bout playing truth or dare!.....Are u serious??? Wat did we know back then!

It's funny though how this same young kids are now all grown up like me!!!

Even though I'm still young



I must admit that *Jenifa* movie was good ----- random moment!

Question: If our parents spoil us Nigerian kids so much why do we still complain?

Slow....

I read a fellow bloggers post!
and my song 'slow' was on there hence the name of the blog!....lol
P.S: It's not the sexual content of the song that makes it good!...although it might be that a lil ;)
It's when he says 'the other guys just wanna hit' and says your 'shit is the shit' making it seem like he's talking bout something entirely different


By the way, I'm saving till marriage also *Like most girls I believe* so dont think anything of this :)



So It's 6:57 PM and I'm home with a lot of work to do!
But everyone who knows me knows about my addiction to shoes and shopping online*trust me there's nothing better than resting and shopping* lol!
So I'm online looking for the new pair to make my collection since I didnt't buy no shoes in march *a bit odd* I must tell u I have come across some ugly looking things and some great ones.
In the words of my friend, Biso!...
I just had a shoegasm tee hee! love u girlie

Shoes -must have

• Always have black pumps....U can never go wrong when u have some black pumps and in my opinion one is not enough.


• Dont be afraid to try colors


• Always have nude pumps!.....I personally believe that this is a must have.


• Remember shoes can make the whole outfit pop or dull...... the choice is yours


• Never think that just because the outfit doesnt have purple in it you cant wear purple shoes!(and that goes for other colors too)


• Heels! Heels! Heels!
• Booties! I repeat booties! Booties are the new pumps in my opinion


• If You love shoes like I do and u happen to be in yankee!....the stores ----> DSW, Aldo (sometimes), Nordstrom, Macy's (sometimes), If u in miami U already know its BaySide or sawgrass, aventura for the shoes.


• By the way everyone needs to have some kind of sandal flats.........because I know we all do not want to wear heels all the time.

Shoe designers: Vince Camuto, Christian Louboutin amongst others.....above are pictures of some louboutin black pumps and yellow!....and also some vince camuto booties *which I already ordered* :)
Please let me know about any new shoes It'll be greatly appreciated


*purple kisses*

Returning to Blogsville.............

Ok!...I'm back!

It's been almost 6 moths. One of my friends wrote saying she missed me in blogsville and I apologize for putting the blog on the back burner. Sometimes living in Miami makes you forget the other important things you love even when you dont want too.....There are just so many distractions ;p ...................

It's just crazy!!!!.....lol

I've being going through people's blogs and the question that comes to mind is what is going on in blogsville these days!!!

The whole ggn for example and the gossipboy naija???.....I'm sorry but whoever did that must be gay!

People will definitely agree with me!...Why will a boy think of putting himself through such torture?.....lmao

I think focusing on gossip is just not relevant at the stage I'm in rite now

what happens after the gist???.....then......Thats the question I always ask!

Yes!...I know I'm weird every girl loves gossip!.....really guys??? I dont think so!

Don't get me wrong If your ass isn't dressing cute I probably will put u out there!...I cant stand when people just dont try to put themselves together.

Ladies!Men!.....Young Boys and girls!!!....Even if you are a naturally ugly person....lol... lol!......at least try to dress in a good manner, Ladies get your weave *oops* hair done! , Young fellas who like to be called grown ass men *which I find very amusing* dress like grown ass men then. All them baggy clothes just dont cut it I think we all should know that and extra skinny jeans does not cut it for u guys also!

I feel like this is a new beginning!!!!

Who feels me???

P.S: For those who understand It's not about my poems or the traumas of life *so pathetic i know* but let's save that for another time

*Purple Kiss3s*